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Satu Hari di Bulan Juni - Tulus
Hello readers, how's July treating you?
Mine is quite exhilarating. I spent the first week of ramadhan with my family. but next week i gotta stay in Jatinangor. I gotta get ready before my 'work' during holiday started. i will tell you about that later. Now i wanna talk about Arie Priatama.
Why? why him? and why now? after 7 months of long roller-coaster relationship? you all must be confused about my title. well, yes, i have failed a few relationships before. and unfortunately, i wrote about them here. i wrote about them because i think they would fill many chapters in my life. but i had to stop writing about them after just a few pages. That's why i'm afraid and i've waited for a sometime to write about him. but now, i'm brave enough to tell about you. Not because i care about how my pages you will fill, but because in the future, i want to read back on my blog and realize how many days i've spent gratefully with you. and to make you realize, you are special for me.
I met Kak Arie, in a cafetaria, about 8 months ago. Can i just be cheesy and say it was love at the first sight? i mean eversince that day i dont stop thinking about him. and apparently him too. so when i get the first direct message on twitter for him, we just matched clicked linked and made it somehow. He is 2 years older than me and he's a basketball player in our faculty, he's the point-maker of the game. i could say i'm glad that he's so mature. he doesnt just go doing what i want. he put me on the line. something that someone should have done to me long time ago. he wants people to see me as wonderful as i am to him. he told me to dress casually and put make up in a simple manner. he care about my style but doesnt want me to look sexy.
he teaches me to be calm in facing my problems, but i likely to be panic, and he will be there, he has that power to calm me down. i usually cry myself out to him everytime i get too overwhelmed with my trouble. at first i have a trust issue for him regarding to his past. and that get us into trouble. he has to adapt with my childishness though, so we did break up a few times. but now we are at that point were everything makes more sense and forever is just a miles away.
we had already been through long distance relationship when i were volunteering to Poland for 2 months. it was hard with the time differences and lack of wifi. but here we are, smiling while reminiscing those hard times. also the best part, we hang out with each other's friend. my friends totally worship him and the way he tame me. and his friends think i'm cooler than his ex (haha! my blog, i can write what i fckn want). we hang out a lot with our companions and it has been great.
but when it comes to the time for only us, he would tickle me, makes me sulk, and most of the time he would joke, and it's not funny, but i laugh somehow. he's so patient with me, like really, i dont want him to reply my message more that 10 minutes, i would be really angry for that. and he's such a jealous boyfriend! haha but i know it's for the sake of love. we like to talk about non sense. at night, when i lay next to him, he would be very sleepy, and i would not stop blabber, and he will reply me until he fell asleep. he's sometimes sulky though, when he's in a badmood and he doesnt want to admit it.
Eventually, i'm so glad we had each other. There are times when we thought we werent meant to be. But i guess some things are just like magnets. They are meant to look for each other. I love you, kak!
oh and... we have the same habit! we like to squeeze people's arm. i thought i was the only person with that habit. relieved.
let me impersonate him:
"heu" (all the time with his sundanese accent)
"selamat pagi sayang"
" yang keluar deh aku udah di depan kosan kamu" (padahal masih jauh)
"ah tangan kamu ga dingin"
" jangan bete atuh yaaang ini udh aku bls kan chatnya"
" dasar tukang ngeselin tukang ngambek"
" miss you bey hihi"
" sholat bey"
" yang itu bajunya benerin"
" ih pacarku hebat "
" maaf ya bey aku gbs sweet"
" bey apatuh di bawah" (trus nyubit idung nadira ampe merah)
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