happy- natasha bedingfield

Any day i'll go bad thinking bad
Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me
Preparing to battle an enemy unseen
During my stressing 
I’m blinded to the lesson that could be a blessing 
If I'd be confessing that the enemy i'm trying to beat 
Is hiding inside of me
Someone just tell me
That it’'s ok now
What are you worried about
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

my emotion has been so roller coaster lately. at one time, i could see everything in my life is right in place. yet another time, i feel like living in the middle of catastrophe. thus, it is all about point of view. so here's the list of simple things that make my life worth to be smiled at

1. i cut my hair short and everyone's been saying that it look perfectly fresh on me. 

2. i'm in a relationship again. this time no rush, i had been single for 2 months. he is the tallest boyfriend i ever had so far, and his body is in shape because he goes to the gym constantly. he has that sleepy eyes. he's an asshole sometimes and a truly caring person most of the time. 

3. i made a lot of new bestfriends! and they're just fantastic! i lost words to describe these people whose fate has been linked with mine. they bring loads of fun to my life, understand my weakness. never in my life i felt this much secure, knowing so many people literally care about me.

4. my boyfriend and i are having jakarta- bandung long distance relationship. i used to stay as long as i can in Bandung. but now i go back to my hometown more often. so i think it's good a thing that i have a reason to go home besides for seeing my parents.

5. college has not been so stressful. i do all the assignments and i think the mid term's scores are fine. i generally have so much free time. it means i could join another activity to keep me busy. i'm thinking about dancing or maybe work in magazine would be cool. 

6. my birthday is coming in a month. and my holiday plan with the girls is on the next couple months. cant wait!