Monday

how i survived

a few days after


 beer garden kemang
 margo residence swimming pool
 warung pasta depok

 1st week

qq kopitiam kelapa gading
the goods diner scbd
 cihampelas walk

 2nd week

 garut
 santolo beach



 bukit bintang dago


 manglayang mountain


 3rd week


 the origin bandung



 karnivor bandung




 4th week 

pim


 takigawa meet bar in the sky dago

5th week 

margo residence depok


 bamboo dimsum depok

i learn two things:
1. i'll never be a clingy girlfriend ever again in my life
2. i'll never put my friends as a second priority after my boyfriend

i still sometimes vulnerable. see i've been everywhere looking for remedy. and these moments i put here are mending me slowly. not everything is a good news. few weeks ago i just found out, i was backstabbed by my bestfriend (now she's my ex-friend) it's just scary how cruel people could be just because they're insecure of themselves. i also get to know the fact that my ex (not the last one) had cheated on me before we broke up. i was knocked down thinking that i never did bad things to people why do i deserve all the bullshit. and worse they who did bad to me seems to have a very perfect happy life, like karma doesnt work for them. thus, i got a few good point here. i know who my true friends are, them who would never let me down. i became a strong person throughout the emptiness. i laugh at the drama that keep coming to me, it's been a while since the last time i dealt with them (hi! see you again). but like all the drama series in tv, they soon find their happy ending. 
this post dedicated to my bestfriends especially: prita, kiki, saski, pamela, nissa, tasya, achi, dinda, anggita, harsha, dimas kurnia (who live far away but still so close to me), togar. believe me there's no way i could get out the unbearable pain of brokenheart without all these people picking up my pieces and put it one by one. thank you god. i learn a lot
  

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