She and him

Hallo! I'm just in the mood for writing. I supposedly work on my 1000 words essay assignment. But of course blogging is an easier option.

So me and him have been together for 48 days. It is a rough and teary journey i must say. He's not that kind of romantic boyfriend. He's emotional and selfish. I still dont know how to cope with his anger until now. He's not the kind who would give his full attention to chat with me. But i'm also not the kind of girlfriend who has full patience. I would get moody and nag about his addiction to game. But once he said "aku main game nyari kegiatan karena kamu jauh, supaya aku ga macem macem" well yea he got me #fucklogic

Lets see things i like about him.

Hmmmm

Nah I know that he loves me and it's obvious. So much that he becomes a lil protective over me. I like it somehow. He was playboy back then in highschool and i heard so many rumours about him, but he wants to be a different person and for me to be a part of this proccess is flattering. The only way he could be romantic to me is by saying i love you so many times in a day. I knew he's too shy to use english. Geez you're so weird, boyf. He puts an effort to see me and provide me well. He would pick me up and get me home on time. He's honest and blunt. He introduces me to his family and friends, makes me feel special. I just completely me when i'm with him.

His habit that i like:

He always wakes up earlier than me and he would awaken me by sending so many messages. I always wait for that moment in the morning

His habit that i hate:

He's a bad driver. A grumpy one. Geez he would scream to other driver and whines so many times makes me sick. And he easily gets tired of driving, he would shut up along the way. If i'm in the mood, i'll just tease him until he gives up. But if i'm not, he'll just hold my hand. And that's when "the silence that doesnt feels awkward" occurs

One day after two weeks being together, he brought me to his family. Me, him, and his cousins (nearly 10 persons i guess) went to bogor botanical garden. I havent met his parents yet. I'd like to put some photos here but my boyfriend hasn't given me any photos from his camera. i was nervous as hell that day. Shit man i became so quiet when he and his brother picked me up at home. The fact that i followed the dress code by wearing red tshirt and my boyfriend didnt even wear red, that really got my nerves. We stopped by at the rest area and there i encountered his cousins. They were funny and chaotic just like mine. They teased my boyfie who seemimgly so calm that day. I laughed and felt more relieved. Along that day i was astonished that my boyfriend never left me behind. We strolled side by side and talked about random things. His cousins told me a lot about my boyfriend's childhood.

After all, that day from scale 1-10 i would give 8,5. Btw, his sister and brother are the kindest of all. They're so friendly to me. Cant wait to meet his parents. My boyf said i get a lot of positive comments from his cousins. Best!

What else i could said about adam erlando. He sometimes says things he didnt mean when we were fighting. But i know and i feel it, he loves me. And that's why i'm hanging on with you, baby. Because your love teach me how to accept flaws. They said just because someone doesnt show their love to you the way you expected it, doesnt mean they dont love you at all.

Maybe after so many heartaches, i've became a grown-up lover.