the reason i have been laughing so often

this is gonna be an honest post 

A couple months ago it broke up and initially i didn't accept it very well. i let him hung me on the line for i thought he just need sometime to make up his mind. but now i'm just glad we did end this relationship. god knows i shouldn't stay any longer with such a coward. he taught me the hard way from your lies, betrays, insults, and curses. it  reminds me that i should not stay to what i less deserve. you were a good pretender and successfully convinced everyone thinking that you're a good man. but i am never ashamed that my friends stood for me. they were there to spill me the reality. it is like everytime my heart crack or lost any pieces, they never get tired of gluing it all over again.

we had no idea where life would drag us. that's the truth. because turns out i am now bestfriend with people who used to hate me. i didn't have a problem with them in highschool. But they were affected by the rumors about me and i admit that i did stumble upon some unforgivable mistakes. maybe in the past i didn't really have someone who would risk everything to forestall me from being stupid. like they do. 

it was destiny that brought us all together. as cheesy as it sounds. we went to the same university and somehow got into the same dorm. everything is unplanned. we need each other to survive college life. i think our friendship start very smoothly because we are so honest to one another. they admit that they hated me and i admit that i was wrong. as they get to know me, they find the good in me. unlike those people out there who never really want to know.

i found sisters i never knew i needed. They are all idiots who makes me laugh till my tummy hurts even after a very hard day. we often embarrass ourselves in public just for the sake of fun. we laugh so loud that the neighbors dislike us. not a single night is spent without sleepover. we made stupid videos and dance moves, karaoke is our hobby. i had never been surrounded by so many hilarious people in my life. we pretty much hate and stalk the same people. we mock each other's flaw and we scold each other's wrong. but we listen to every whines, weeps, and angers. it is just what it feels like to have sisters. we are young and restless.

To Kiki, the one who often argue with me, the one who is perfectionist and overthinking all the time, thank you for taking care of me and my clumsy habit. To alyani, the one who always on diet and the one who make us laugh, thankyou for you advice everytime i feel like my world is falling apart. To prita, the most retarded, the one who is very forgetful yet very royal, thank you for never running out of topic to talk about with me.

much love,

me