bestfriends are sibling god forget to give

hello readers! less readers of course. people nowadays transfer all their moan and whine to twitter and left blog. well, i admit i dont constantly write like i used to. nevertheless i wont leave blog, i do love write, i do love share.
well from what i hear on twitter, lots of my friends find it hard to understand true meaning of 'friendship' in high school. they just keep complaining about how they hate high school. i was part of them at first, but now i'm totally not. i found my soulmates! pamela, vanda, rifka, stevani, agita, melia. they are super! and please it doesnt mean that i forget my former bestfriends! i still love them the same way :)

pamela's house is our base camp because its the nearest from school. we just walk about 1 kilometers to get there almost everyday. she has such a good mom!!! tante amalia serves everything to pleased us. one day, she got sick and had done the surgery for her backbone. while she stay at hospital we visited her a few times. we sang and make her laugh until the nurse come to shut us up haha.

but thursday, 14 january. it was the WORST day. we got problem with some senior and we had practice hard to perform on our school and it all ruined! our voice got all wrong because too much pressure. after all, we settle down to our base camp and we all appalled to see pamela's mom was crying in the bed. fyi, we were planning a birthday party for her mom but suddenly she was willing to cancel the party. while crying she said she felt embarrassed to all her friends whose will come, she used to be dynamic business woman and now she barely can do everything by her self (still on procces) she cried while saying 'why god give me this burden?' and everyone on the room can't stand not to weep. we all speechless we all feel the same sadness. when finally pamela's dad come to ease the situation, we wait outside the room and hug each other yet still crying, especially pamela. after all pamela's mom has finally felt better. it was rainy and appear crazy idea to playing on the rain. so we all dancing on pamela's backyard garden. soaked in rain, sang out loud, and last we prayed in a circle for pamela's mom. that day is... AMAZING.