Tuesday

not yet a woman

sooo it is a birthday post again.......the sixth birthday post on this blog.
yap readers, this blog archives my moments for the last 6 years. this blog is my treasure.
however, i dont think i have the quality of a 20 years old girl. no matter how often i remind myself to grow up. i'm just me, i'm just impulsive and fickle and constantly need my loved ones to hold me. i have the quality of a gemini. i have these 2 personalities that sometimes i think logically but the other time all i want is to follow my heart. sometimes i know what i did is stupid but i still did it anyway, clumsy. sometimes i dont care what people say but the other times what they say could make me sleepless for days. that's just me. but somehow now i see people around me getting sick of me being me. the push to be mature is bigger than ever. for the sake of love, i guess? yap it's time to say goodbye to adolescence. now i'm confused, but that's why i am 20. i have a year to be confused about, before 21 22 23 and on. i even confuse if i should call myself a girl or.... a woman?

whatsoever, at first i thought i wont be too excited about the upcoming birthday. but turns out....it was the best birthday celebration ever (i always say that in every of my birthday). well, even if i'm 20 or 40. i would still love birthday surprise :) take a look!













And guess who decorate my room? with all the balloons and colored papers? my boyfriend it is :) you know, i have been through birthdays with a few different men in my life. but this time, he put all the effort to even stick the balloons on the ceiling of my room, he gathers all my friends, he brings his friends. the best present for me is his effort. knowing someone would wake up at 6 am, cutting all these papers, blowing all the balloons. i mean, not every man wants to do that. oh dear, thank you for making me special. thank you to my best friends, i'd never know i deserve this much happiness. i know my life has always been an unpredictable ride, but i really wish you all stay in my life forever and ever. at the end of the day, what makes me even happier is the fact that all my friends are also in love with my boyfriend! they all appreciate what he did. it's a big responsibility for me to keep him though. but i know, he's the right one.

I'll keep this post as a birthday post, anyway. Let's talk about my boyfriend on the next post. I'm ready for it :)

ps: thanks to Prita who comes all the way from Jakarta for me, you really surprised me, you know what i mean :) xoxo love you

Saturday

dramatization, creative writing


180410120109/ Class A
Summary: Liqa is approached by 2 of her seniors at the same time.
I rushed to the gate of my faculty. I was late for my first orientation day as a freshmen in literature study. When I approached a group of students who were listening to the seniors, suddenly all eyes are on me. That was pretty awkward, especially because the seniors started to whisper and murmur. I introduced my self in a nervous manner.
“Hello all, sorry for being late….I was lost while looking for this building. My name is Aliqa Andriana and you can call me Liqa.”
“And where are you from?” the man who is standing in the front replied quickly.
“Jakarta.” One of the seniors took my photo candidly while I answered the question.
“No wonder. You can sit now” said the senior.
The following night, I sat in front of my laptop. I got friend requests on my facebook. I found out that the senior who talked to me yesterday is the senate president, Rafka. And the other who kept taking my candid photos along the day is Arvin.
“ How was the first day of orientation?” Rafka chatted me on Facebook unexpectedly.
“Well, I got a little bored because I dont know much about my new friends.” I answered bluntly.
“I can see it coming. You seemed stand out from the others. The way you dress and act are so uptown girl. But you have attracted many people.”
I was surprised by his cynical answer. It is like he is trying to give me compliment implicitly. I ended up talking to him the whole night. He is so smart and tactful. He tells me his experience with the lecturers and their subjects. He is a bit sarcastic towards everything but he has strong and valid argument. I have never been impressed by someone’s stubborness.
The next day of orientation, the freshmen are told to prepare a dress for the inauguration night. While I were laughing with my new friends, Arvin kept taking my photos with his SLR camera. I somehow felt annoyed with it, so after the meeting I talked to him.
“ Hey, I dont mean to be rude, but can you stop taking my photos?” I remarked to him
“I did it because it is my job to make documentation for this event.” He answered mildly
“Well then you supposed to take pictures of all the freshmen, not just me.” I got a little cranky because he started to laugh.
He stopped laughing when he saw me frowned. He apologised and said “Well you are the centre of attention without even trying to be. Consider that as a compliment.” That got me a little flaterred. We continued talking and he offered me a lift back to my dorm.
They both started to chat me every night. Arvin is the captain of our faculty’s football team. Besides that, he has a good skill in photography. He is modest and open- minded. He can see the good side in every problem. Everything is going on well until one night before the inauguration night, they asked to pick me up. I said no to both of them. Since Arvin kept forcing me, I said to him he could pick me home after the event.
On the inauguration night, Rafka gave the opening speech with his excellent English which make it perfect. From my seat, I could see Arvin and Rafka are talking to each other while looking at me.
“I’m gonna took you home after the event.” Rafka came to me
“What? No, it is alright. I can go home by myself.”
“No, I want to make sure you are alright.”
“ But…I already promise Arvin that he can pick me home.”
“ What? I wont let you go home with him. I have planned this event for months and I’m not gonna let you go home from here with him.” Rafka looked upset. “I’m gonna wait at the parking lot whether you come or not.” He continued
I texted Arvin eventhough we were in the same room. I could not tell him directly. I told him that I am gonna go home with Rafka. Arvin looked at me with disappointed look, but he did not say anything. I went to the dorm with Rafka. I was about to sleep,when Arvin texted me to go outside my dorm. He was there. It was 2 AM in the morning.
“ I made you a poem.” He said briefly with faceless expression.
“ Thank you…..” I took the paper he gave. I read the poem. He was waiting quietly. The poem is about a boy who was looking for the right girl. Suddenly he met this bouncy girl who turn his world upside down. Though he has a rival, he decided not to yield. He would wait until the girl gives him the answer. Neither me nor Arvin said anything afterward. He just suddenly hugged me, kissed my hand, and went away with his motorcycle.
Rafka did a lot of romantic things with me. We sat near the lake inside my university and blew the bubble together. We made airplane from paper and flew it to the sky. While Arvin was there every time I needed him. He accompanied me doing my assignment for hours until the cafe is closed. He took me to this music concert and hold my hand when the singer was singing “Selamanya Cinta” by D’Cinnamons. I am so fickle.
One month went by. Tomorrow is Rafka’s birthday. After such an unpleasant self-struggle, I have took my decision. Arvin came to my dorm as usual. I sat beside him.
“Tomorrow is Rafka’s birthday.” I said straightly
“Yes. And so what.” He replied perfuntionally
“ I have made my decision. But believe me this is not as easy as you thought it is.”
“Go on.”
“ I think it is better if we stay as a friend. You brought so much fun in my life. But I feel more like myself when I was with Rafka. That’s a hard truth but I gotta stop making you wait. This girl before you is not the partner you are looking for. I am a fool.”
“ Well, I gotta prove that you were a fool for doing this.” There’s a silence and he went on“I gotta stay away from you for a while. I cant promise you a friendship though.”
“I expected you to be angry. That way my guilty would be decreased. I’m sorry.” That was the last thing I said before he went away.
An hour before Rafka’s birthday, he took me out for a walk. We were walking to our favorite cafe when suddenly he closed my eyes with a piece of crape.
“Rafka, stop being silly. What are you doing?” I asked spontaneously.
“Just follow me. Be careful with your step.” He answered happily. He lead me to his motorcycle and we both went somewhere with it. We arrived and he lead me for another few steps. He opened the black scrape. It was the lake, our favorite place. It was dark and the only light is the candles that surrounded me. The candles made a heart shape. He was standing outside the candles.
“Look at your watch. My birthday is 3 minutes from now. Please took one of the candles and blew it if you are willing to be my girlfriend. But if no, just stepped out from the candles.” He instructed. I had the night that every girl has dreamed of. I took a few steps. I took the candle and blew it.
Thanks to Arie Priatama, Ananda Fitriana (180410120118/Class A),Adhiatmaka Baskara (180410120076/Class A), Maulia Sefriani (Class B), Nurul Undira Eka Putri (class A) who proofread my short prose
Word Count : 1122

Monday

summer is here

Hai I'm gonna write about my quick getaway to Bali. About 2 weeks ago me, kiki, prita, and alyani flew to Bali. we stumbled upon cheap tickets and apparently we have free schedule. So why not?  The best plans are the one that come unplanned.
On Friday afternoon, we departed from Hussein Sastranegara Airport in Bandung. Arriving at Risata Hotel in Tuban area, it is pretty far from any other famous areas. We shared one room together and make a huge mess immediately on our first get-dressed-for-the-night session. We went to Motel Mexicola for dinner. apparently we stopped at the main street of seminyak and got stucked on traffic. so we walked pretty far to the restaurant. I love the vibe of the place! First of all, the color is dominated with turquoise! they played mexican songs which are very energetic. Everyone seems having fun laughing out loud and drunk a lil bit, some are wearing sombrero. Such a happy place. I ordered the nachos and quesadillas. some of the bule attempted to talk us. fun night. we dropped in to mcdonald in kuta. it was like, who doesnt need mcdonald after all????



The next morning we had breakfat at Nasi Pedes Bu Andika. It is pretty famous, cheap, and crowded. But for me, the taste is somewhat standard. Our first destination is Padang- Padang Beach. the trip took 1 hour to Uluwatu. people said we have to go down hundred of stairs. the fact is it only a few stairways. I love the combination of sands, sea water, and coral reef! Not so many people and the wave is so friendly though the sun was so hot. we rented the umbrella and laying on the beach laughing taking pictures and singing. i have the best girls in the world, haven't i? We intended to go to El Cabron to watch sunset but it was full somehow. So we spend the rest of the afternoon at Finn's Beach Club. It is private beach and each person has to pay 250k rupiah. we already got food, towel, bed, and umbrella. The place is so peaceful. gentle breeze and vague songs completed the day. we went down to the sea and screamed to the strong wave. i almost felt asleep because it does feel like our own beach. For the dinner, we went to Rock Bar in Jimbaran. The restaurant hung in a high cliff facing the sea. We must took the elevator to go down and the elevator is open air and i was so scared of height i almost can't breath. The place is a lil too pricey and because it's 7 pm so we barely can see anything. the light is too dim.









We had breakfast at this small restaurant in the roadside of Seminyak called Sea Circus. The decoration is so cute and again, dominated with turquoise and white colors. The food is cheap and the milkshake is superb. whatever, turquoise just make me happy. On the third day, we visited potato head beach club. we intended to swim in the pool but it was full. hence we only had our lunch and sat on the green grass. it was a pretty good time because the sea breeze are so fresh. we then went earlier to El Cabron because we want to get place near the swimming pool. We pay 300k rupiah each person for the table on the poolside including the food and the towel. They gave us the best sunset view ever while swimming and eating. The pool is small but it is located over the cliff facing to the sea. We stayed there for like 3 hours. Before going back to hotel, we strolled at Kuta Street for shopping. And then we went to Krishna to buy souvenirs. I love it better when i dont have to bargain price.











The last day we woke up early to packed all the mess. We bought something at Joger shop, it is a famous brand from Bali. they had funny sentences on their stuff. We had our last lunch at KuDeTa. the restaurant is at seminyak beach and i can hear the sound of the wave while eating. It is a pretty hot day though. they also have beds for sunbathing and swimming pool but of course we didnt intend to get tan like those bule. finally we have to go back to where we belong; college and tasks. whatsoever, i have the best summer. the one that come spontaneously and hilariously well spent. i had deep talks with the girls along with the stupid talks. we talked about life but we dont have to talk about how we're gonna stand up for each other's because we knew it already. after having been to so many beautiful places, i realize that what makes it perfect is not what you're wearing or going, but who you're with.
so let me have a little closure, this journey wouldn't be as great as it is without the girls. cheers!