we will not grow old

You and me will be lying side by side
Forever, forever
Underneath this adolescent sky
Together, together
And you will hold my heart inside your hand
And you'll be the one to tell me
Oh we've got a long, long way to go
To get there
We'll get there
But oh, if there's one thing that we know
It's that we will not grow old
You made me swear that our hearts will never die
No never, no never
'Cause no one seems to believe that we can fly
Forget them, forget them
Oh how could we know that day, it came with age
That oh, the feeling would fade...

We will not grow old...
 (a song by Lenka)

graduation and promnight has passing by. and last week was my 18th birthday (will post about it later) but still there's no sign i would want to trade my teenager label into an adult. or maybe just like one of Gemini's characteristic, my heart will stay young. i will still giggle while blowing bubbles just like 5 years old kid. i will still sulky everytime my boyfriend or my parent act sucks. i'll still get bored easily and living life for fun. it's my life.
about being an adult, i'll never ready for it. but for me it's a process of life, you'll never realise when or how. it just happens along with all the problems and solutions you find in life. so just enjoy! (i always do) i wish i could adjust with college life. i wish i could study out of town because for real i want to be free, living life with my own decision even for the littlest thing. i want to be bad now just for the sake of being good in the future. i wanna learn to live without my parents, i want to cope with loneliness. because later, i wont have any siblings to count on.

and high school, thanks for letting me know that the world is a cruel place to be yet a fun game to play.

spreading the love to everyone in my highschool's life! xoxo