after the rain, rise the sun

readers, i'm back! it has been rough, it had been pathetic the past few weeks. there were time i even feel like i didnt recognize myself again. but someone give me back the pieces that were stolen. it is him Ihsan Fadhlan. For every smile that had been taken from me, for every heartbreaks that i had to swallow, and for every sane that had been lost. he give it, fix it, and found it for me. his curly hair, a cute face, 13 months younger age than me, and he's fun fun fun. a kind of fun i could never get from any of that man. lets write a happy ending!

 ps: i love you