my life boring! haha crazy, every night i really want to study because hell yeah i know tomorrow i will have a LOT of test. but i always end up surf on the internet until ten pm, yeah i spent a lot of my time in my laptop doing something which i know it didnt worth it for me. but what else? i dont have any interest to learn, i dont know who to call, i dont know what to do. i really need some motivation for my life! huh 14 years life and i just realise its all boring.
and when he call, yeah just bring problem, i miss time when someone call and make me laugh, not call just to make me more frustated. hff if people said life is like a rolling ball, maybe i'm in the bottom now. alone.
okaaay i know i'm just too dramatic, i'm not alone. i just let all people around me hide behind all my problem. talking about good news, yeah i have some. my father told me to have some boxing course! hell yeah i can threw all my emotions there, and i can be more stonger stronger. i will find out about that on the internet. second news, HE will come to jakarta at least, haha i dont know what to feel. happy? yes i miss him. sad? yes it will help me to 'not forget' him. haha let the wind brought the leaf let the faith brought the truth. and third, i'm interesting on english course, maybe i will take a course on the brtish institute kelapa gading. yeah i will! gw mau les tiap hari kyk org2!! pusing di rumah gada kerjaan haha.
tomorrow i have two test and i haven;t learn anything yet! i'm getting tired, i just wanna skip it to the final test and graduate to high school haha. okay my first priority now is to prepare for his arrival and second, BELAJAR! haha bye blog
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