Sunday

no string attached

since i could remember, i've always been in and out of relationship. i tend to take relationship as a necessity, always in a rush. i dont even know what i'm looking for. but my last relationship was over, i was dumped again. that wasnt easy, i'm not gonna deny that my exs might be left because i'm too much for them, i misbehave perhaps. however, i accidentaly jump into a whole different comfort zone. let me named it 'no string attached' zone.i shift my mindset because i had always been trying to love someone after we're in relationship but now i want to love them before i get in a relationship with them. so now i'm surprisingly content and i never even thought i could have this feeling while i'm single. but in fact, i'm happy to be where i am now. no more rush.
by the way, dont take the video seriously! my voice is a disaster! tomorrow is 17, i can't call you my boyfriend yet because i'm too afraid of losing and hurting right now, i'm too confused with my feeling, i'm too overwhelmed with this idea of being free. i cant promise you anything but you're staying and thats just enough for me. 
i can only quoting from one of maliq n d'essential song "maybe its you, i wish i knew. maybe its not you but i hope its you...."