sometimes when i miss you and know nothing i can do about it,
i just lay down on the bed hearing all those songs.
and tears falling down thinking how pathetic i am
while you might laughing with your friends at the very same time
or maybe texting with your new girl.
i just love the way the pain runs through my vein.
sometimes it scares me too,
cause everytime i try to reminisce, it's fading away.
its like a roll of film,
the more you played the more broken it is.
and now the only thing that left is the black and white fading.
one or twice i text you but no reply
look through our old conversation
we were so into each other
sometimes i open your twitter
hoping to see something that telling me you miss me too,
but all i see is you hating me and forgetting me
i'll end up blaming my self for being the worst of me
but i guess its just that you dont love me no more
and nothing i can do about it.
regardlessly, someone who miss you every single moment
