"distance is only a piece of shit for us"

dear readers :) the sugar of my blog :)

the thing is dimas had already back to jogja.
about a week ago. hu :( it was wednesday, before the fasting started. it was a school day so i didnt expect much. we had arranged to meet at my home then dimas will take me to TBI before he leave. apparently that day is just my luck, my school finished earlier, at 1 pm. i directly told dimas to find a film at kelapa gading. and there was orphan at 2 pm. great! so he fetched me up at school with taxi. afterward, on my way to cinema i accidentaly met my junior highschool girls! there were stefy, audi, citra,vani, ica, raya, lina, and many more. awwawaw kangen bgt!
i watched orphan with dimas, that film was.... THRILLING, a bit sadistic hmm. then we ate steak for a late lunch yummmmyyyyyyy (1berdua biar so sweet gt) lol. we were then.... argued -sigh. we decided go to TBI immediately, and along the way out we didn't talk a word. in front of bread talk, dimas suddenly told me to wait. well i thought he was going to eat the bread on the train.
but then on taxi, he gave the blueberry cheesecake for me :') and i was like fucking leaking, i cried! i was so desperate. we fight during our last minutes together. i hug him, tightly. i saw him cry too and at that time i just feel stupidly regret, why, a long time ago, i allowed him to chose UGM. he wiped off my tears then hug me tighter, "everything will be okay nad. we'll pass through this together" oh yeah we will dim. when the taxi stop, i kissed his cheek and attempt to smile. but when i see his back grow distant on the taxi, i cried again. it tortures me everytime.

well dimas if you read this. it's been a great 1month ever in my life. it always great when you near. from snow bay, gading, senayan city, fx, mall of indonesia, my house. you always patiently wait me until my TBI course finished, you helped me with that highschool registration stuff, you visit my house when i was sick, you fetched me from school. everything in you is perfect for me. I L O V E Y O U S O M U C H. smooch <3

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My life is however many 74% happy

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[x] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend.
[ ] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still/ getting married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x] You live in a house.
Total: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
(x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
total: 6


[x] You have over 50 friends on facebook
[x] You have pictures on facebook
[x] Your parents let you have facebook
[x] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x]People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x]you look forward to going to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower daily
Total: 10

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x ] You are happy with your apearance
[x ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
Total: 6

[x] U know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x ] You dont have any enemies
[x] You are happy you're living.
Total: 9

Now count the number and multiply by 2.----> 37x2=74%
Then repost saying 'My life is however many % happy.----> ehm

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happy birthday indonesia

heyyy!I MISS YOU READERS! sorry for late post and late reply on cbox. i'm such a busy bee! two weeks ago, i'm being guest usher (penerima tamu) at bang tiar and kak tisa's wedding (my cousin).

the next day my stomach hurt so bad. and the doctor said i got diarrhea. so i'm absent from school for 2 days. bzzt. my school held a ceremony on the independence day. and i was totally busy from morning to afternoon three days non stop. preparing first dance perform with my dancers fika vanda dilla and ayu at dance studio on saharjo, tebet. we have our couch kak vili, thank you so much :) so yeah with only two days, we've completely attempt our best. it maybe wasn't our prime performance, but it was such a great first experience :)after celebrated the independence day at school, me and dimas have planned to go to gading with his mom. i went home to take a bath and dress up first. we ate on bakmi gajah mada. then i help dimas chose some t-shirts on (X)SML and also for his sister. afterward, while dimas was busy with his college stuff, i bought heavenly blush with mango and oreo toping. his mom want to try it so i share mine with her. so happy!!! yipiee hihi. i watched G.I Joe that day, it was totally cool action! later in the same day, i met dimas's father and her sister. hihi wait for the next story yeaaa.

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fx-ps

well, that day was quite a long day for us. actually we had no plan. just quickly got on the first busway we saw then chose fx to stop by. we were going to watch harry potter there but the schedule isn't match so we decide to watch at plasa senayan. while waiting for the film, we sat on foodcourt fx, doing that silly stuff sort of tickling, laughing, scoffing, and loving haha. after the film finished, we met dimas's mom. she bought dimas a t-shirt (look the different between the picture above and the picture under). she was with some of her friends. her style is stunning. then we all ate on victoria cafe, ordered banana split for both of us. hmm perfect dinner! i feel a bit awkward because his mom's friends keep looking at us haha.

eh masa ada kejadian lucu pas pulang, jadikan kita mau nebeng sepupu gw gt. nah nunggu deh di pinggir jalan gt sekitar 15 menit lah. eh si dimas tuh dieeem aja bosen kan gw yaudah gw kerjain. pertama gw kelitikan wakaka eh ga bereaksi -,- yaudah gw blg 'aku joget ya' trus gw goyang- goyang aja HAHA eh dia ketawa2 trus malah ngejauh gt sialan. yaudah gw makin joget aja eh dia malah sok sok marah. trus diem lagi, nah emg dasarnya gw tengil gw sengaja tiba-tiba jongkok. trus dia lgsg panik narik narik gw. trus ngambek. haha gw mah ngakak aja sambil jongkok. mampus lo dim gw permaluin.

but nothing, nothing in this world would beat you in my heart , you're unlimited and irreplaceable. kalo kata mbah surip, i love you full lol

Snow Bay- with love

heyyy my readers. about a month ago, i went to snowbay (swimming pool at taman mini) with dimas(loves), dinda(his sister), coki(his brother) and his mom. gees i was ssssooo nervous at that time. well, dimas has such a beautiful mother. from how i had been treated that day, i would say the she's a maternal, humble, and quite fashionable person. and Dinda, she take after her mom. she's so polite and friendly to me, but slighltly taciturn hehe. we have so much fun there, but i was fond of the 'wave pool' haha i almost drown but fortunately dimas saved me, trus trus aku digendong belakang waktu lagi jalan hehe. the second most fun is "big slider" it is such a long and crazy slider ever haha. the queue was sooo long but it was paid back after all.haha.' from snowbay, we ate at pizza hut, cibubur junction with my mom too.
well if you ask what i feel about that day. i can't describe it very well, i feel happy and touched. you know the first time i'm with dimas, we are having a very strick backstreet from my parents, and now i could being there sitting next to dimas in the pool, screaming laughing together, and he even carried me on his back while so many eyes looking at us, and he did hold my hands along that day. i couldn't think any better idea to be happy :) thanks god. and i love you dimas ;')

ps: if you're now in a relationship and bakcstreet from your parents. never ever give up, keep in faith and believe, that someday love will bring you happiness that you even never think it would occur in your live. bye!
song to listen : good girl go bad- leighton meester feat corba starship

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