(bright) future

hello read-er! just a glance introduction for my new blog title. in indonesian it means 'api unggun' well, not much reason why i choose it. i wish my blog could give an inspiration to anyone that read it, just like a bonfire that always give warmness to everyone around it. bonfire is a temporary thing, it could die in any time. it would remind me to keep a few secret just for my self and also blogging like this just a moody habit which maybe i'll stop doing it someday.

and....
tonight when i'm online a few of my friends asked me to pray for them, because tomorrow they're going to have a test for SMA Labschool Jakarta. what about me? i've once had an opportunity to accepted on PPSBB (penerimaan siswa baru berprestasi). it is a special line for student of SMP Labschool who want to continue on SMA Labschool. about 100 of my friends also take this. well, i'm success on the first step, they selected me from my mark during junior high (50 students accepted). i've proofed it to my mom that i'm smart enough anyway. But, i failed on the interview section (40 students accepted). well if you think that i'm upset, not really. i catch the positive side and i believe this is god's guidance. because previously, my mom was always demanded me to choose labschool but contrary my father want me on SMAN 8. i always in the middle thinking which one. but now? not anymore. like old say, determine your goal before wage war. well, the point is i have to study hard and effort the best mark for final examination. then make my parent proud of their one and only daughter ;) so for all of my friends that take SMA Labschool regular test, good luck!
and wish me a bright future everyone!

last friday, i went to kelapa gading with nonem. hhhhhh i miss the time we used to hang out every time we want, without something about final examination spinning around in our head. i kinda sick of this thing. but promise, after we get rid all this thing, we're going to have some fun!! YEAAH I LOVE NONEM

XOXO

stuff

barely can live without:

1. parent, families, bestfriends, dimas, friends. human is social creature, right?

2. handphone

well, this has been my phone for this pass 2 years. my nokia 5300. and it still my favorite whatever it is. sometimes my handphone suddenly error and the battery drop quickly. i admit, i often drop it, plug off the battery's wire before its full, and put it unproperly. but i would say that this thing has keep so many memories with dimas, even from the very first message.

3. internet

i'm so grateful to have this. it opened my eyes broadly and bring me to amazing peoples with awesome stories. and also bring me to this blog :) for me internet is seeing the world in a smaller scale. but nothing's perfect. the signal sometimes up and down or even disconnected. and it make me getting angry.

4. electronic dictionary

i would be crazy without this haha. one important thing, i love english and this thing is everything for it. but i want the newest edition. with voice and more vocab and sentences. give me one, daddy!

5. whatever you call it

well, i don't know what to call this anymore. that is a mess. but i can take one hours sitting there. listening music, studying ,reading, or even just thinking. on the top, there are a view of my novels, that white stack are my lessons books, and i save a weights on the bottom. for god sake, i lost two kilo! i'm fucking too skinny. on the chair, there was my pray stuff and my red longchamp bag, love it!

6. wallet

that is braun buffel and it very simple. i just love it, gorgeous. its huge enough to save almost all the cards, photos, and money. inside you can see sunset's picture that dimas drew for me plus a poem and i even save a love letter from him!

ps:
readers, i'm so pleased that at last can have my internet back and the most thing is that i got so much to tell. believe me, write is a pleasure hihi. enjoy!

xoxo

1st year anniversary

me and dimas finally make it to our 1 year anniversary!!!!!!!
a few of our memories:


1. we took this photograph on labschool and we use to called it 'ruang kaca' because there was a big and long mirror. but at the present, it has burnt on labs accident.
2. we took this on la piaza rooftop. we sat there because we ran out of money hehe. so we spent the whole day waiting my cousin to pick me up. money can't buy love :)
3. this photo also on la piaza on dimas 3rd visit to jakarta.
4. on my house, haha I insisted dimas to carried me one her back :p
5. we played scrabble on facebook, our favorite hehe
6. this is dimas birthday present, he made it by him self. a puzzle with our photo on it :)
7. HAHA the first time i saw dimas is through this friendster photo
8. he carried me again hehe and we still wearing uniform
9. the two of us on sky dining, plasa semanggi
10. on pizza hut. my most favorite photo
11. with adith, dimas's little cute brother hehe see you soon dear :)
12. bowling, and i win! yeaaaaah (dont ask dimas, he wont admit it)
13. on my house roof oh time really stop when i'm with you :)
14. dimas, his sister dinda ks, and his brother adith
15. we played bombomcar, i loved it!
16. this is dimas's expression when seeing my surprise. happy, isn't he?
17. he cooked on my house, haha before he went to jogja he often bring me a fried rice that he cooked from home. and he is a good chef. he is precious, like i've told you before :)
18. haha yg ini ALAY zzz. the story is that my cousin told me to wait on sogo. so we sat there, we wait for about an hour then we realized that we wait on the wrong place! sogo has moved to the other side of the building haha
19. fireworks!
20. cycling, and you know what dimas nurunin gw ditanjakan! katanya gw berat! sialan haha
21. our first photo as a couple hehe
22. webcamersssss
23. i love this one, natural
24. this is on cibubur lake. it was windy so he hug me so tight :)

one more thing, we both have an engagement ring (haha no, it's not like what you think) but i'm still struggling to find the ring's photo.
this one is our love song :

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised. 
And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine. 
Will you stay awake for me? .I don't wanna miss anything .
I don't wanna miss anything. I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything. 
awake- secondhand serenade

so we started on 18th march 2008 
and we still trying to make it last forever :)

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sore

i keep crying although i know you dont worth it that much.

manadobatak

okay first, I LOVE MY CRAZY FAMILY.

today, my cousin's girlfriend celebrated her birthday ( my cousin name is bang andre and her girlfriend name is kak icha) . i went to her house with my mom, my cousin, and 4 of my aunts. her family is ambon manado and my family is batak. wew. at first, everything was going so normal. we prayed together, sang birthday song, and ate the food. Until finally the guests went home one by one. there were only my families and kak icha's families left. fyi, kak icha's has a golden voice a.k.a she is a singer. so we asked her to sing and play piano. at the begining, she sang manado's songs that actually i haven't heard before. it was normal very normal. until one of them asked her to sing 'dangdut' oh my god kak icha's mom, kak icha's aunt, my aunt, and MY MOM dancing in the center of the floor and singing dangdut very loud. they sang kopi dangdut, terajana, and many more haha. that was very very insane. yet all the familly member joined the dance floor. i can't stop laughing when they sang 'jangan sampai 3 kali' (folk sad love song). everyone is going crazy! it feels like two different culture mixed at one. i'm very proud of my family. i mean, MY CRAZY FAMILY.

photos later.
ps: kak icha and bang andre are going to marry on november. wish them all the best :)

my activity, lately

dear readers, i got so much to tell

yesterday (sunday) me and my cousins (tania, dior, bella) hang out to mall kelapa gading. at first we planned to watch 'kambing jantan by raditya dika' but we end up watched 'the strangers'. my god that film was fucking magnificent, the best thriller movie. my guts was deep drowned. during the film my hands cold, my heart beat faster than ever, and i shut my eyes off -,- sounds like over reacted? watch it then. it is about kristen mckay and james hyot that spent time in their vacation house, and for no further reason three peoples with a mask is haunted and murdered them.

after the film, we went to gramedia cause i'm looking for 'stila- aria 2 by sitta karina' but they said it hasn't published yet. so we went to foodcourt, we ate on a new place called 'eat and eat'. we ate noodle shrimp and fried duck, taste good. then we walked around and decided to idle on ' dante coffe' the sofa was so comfortable and the atmosphere was relaxing. you must try their 'cookies and cream' it taste perfect! here some photo from yesterday:

down here, i'll tell you about dimas

last night he sang 2 songs for me :

adelaide sky- adhitia sofyan (kambing jantan theme song)

I'll fly away tomorrow/to far away/I'll admit a cliché/
Things won't be the same without you

I'll be looking at my window seeing Jogjakarta sky/
Would you be kind enough to remember

I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Jogjakarta sky

Would you be kind enough to remember me/I'll let you know what's on my mind

I wish they've made you portable/Then I'll carry you around and round

I bet you'll look good on me

i'm so into you dimaas :p

one moment in time

heyoo readers
as labschool-er, I've done 'friday morning run' for almost three years. finally, friday (6 march'09) i have to do that for the last time. because we're getting closer to the final examination and we have to focus on that. such a sensational ceremony! everyone is having fun. there's always first time and last time for everything, this one will last forever :)

we eat tumpeng, i'm on the right

with osis praskadhira, i'm with the golden 'necklace'


with 9Freak, i'm on the top

with nonem (i'm on the left)

this is our 'wishes baloon' everyone one my class wrote their wishes on the baloon and we flew it away. i wrote ' semoga langgeng sama dimas dan masuk sma 8' amiiin ya readers

this is only one from many other occurences that had planned for me on this grade. at the end, it all will merely remain such a huge longing. hffff :")

prepare for last run

TODAY IS GRATIFY!!! i'm proud to be 9freaaaak yeah!

okay indonesian for today

seru bgt bgt bgt hari ini, jadi kan di labschool itu tiap hari jumat, siswa- siswinya lari pagi jam setengah 7. nah berhubung angkatan gw bentar lagi mau UN makanya bsk kita bakal mengahadapi lari terakhir atau lari angkatan. nah itu tiap kelas harus heboh2an. karena guru pada maklum, yaudah td bnyk pelajaran kosong. kita gunain waktunya bwt nyiapin hiasan bsk mulai dr spanduk, poster, bando ada tulisan 9freaknya, bikin badut badutan pake bola, bikin orang2an pk kain, ah banyaaaak deh. bikin headband jg. seru bgt bgt saling ngebaur semua.
trus pas istirahat kedua tiba tiba ada ide gila drmn gw gtau. kita ngerjain anak kelas 7 yg kakaknya nak kelas kita. kita datengin satu2, adeknya difa, adeknya ima, adeknya baba, adeknya faiz, adeknya tissa. kita tuh ya beramerame ngejar mereka sampe mereka kyk ketakutan gt haha seru deh. bayangin aja tiba2 dikejer segerombolan kakak kelas buat diajak foto haha. lari lari dr lantai 2 ke lantai 1 ke lantai 3 lg ampe diliatin orang2. capek juga ampe keringetan.

you all make my day :)

hey

try out 3 :

english : 94
math : 84
indonesian : 90
science : 65

nice work nadira! gotta work harder!
i'm feeling so empty