eventually leaving

i dont know why everything seems to be heartbreaking lately. i have been experiencing trouble sleeping lately. haven't got rid the pain of breaking up, yet i have to deal with other kind of sadness. my friends are leaving our hometown, Jakarta, one by one. they're chasing their dream, taking college out of town and some even abroad. i started to think that i'll be losing all those laugh and those exquisite moment that they've put into my life. rewind back, i felt beyond happy to meet these hilarious people in my life, they make me feel really enjoy high school. the way i have never felt before.

 prita (unpad, bandung), saskia (unbraw, malang), kiki (unpad, bandung)

 rafa (uin, jakarta), vania (telkom, bandung), esta (unpad,bandung)

 rifka (unbraw, malang), stevani (ugm, jogja), me (unpad, bandung)

nissa (ui, jakarta), ayu (German),  juliet (German

 we'll meet again my friends, maybe not now, not a month from now. but we'll meet again even after months being separated. i know that true friends never lose the true meaning. different joke but still the same us. different experiences, but still the same mockery. i'll be waiting for the day we'll be gathered, drinking a bit, and laugh again. so long my friends, chase your dream like there's no tomorrow

this video fits perfectly to my current feeling