Hello readers! sorry for abandoning you lately. nothing quite special happen except the fact that i still struggle to let go of my deceased grandma. i get easily cry when i look at her photo and i cant spent one night without reminisce about her before my sleep. i miss her. it is insane that i pray everyday wish i could see her on my dream tonight. things have been rough nowadays and i feel alone.
2 years and a half. It isn't a short time. It has been upside down. 2 years and a half means he has got into most of everything in my life. I want to share you a few phase of our time. The first six months is an innocent phase. We both found out about each other, get used to it, and most of the time we flirt. It was the sweetest time. The next six months or first year phase is a time when we both survived among the bored feeling. It was also the time dimas started college at Jogja. One year and a half phase is time for our loyalty and trust being questioned. That was the hardest part of long distance relationship tried to not being flattered by the environment. 2 years phase is about loving each other the way they are. To accept them in bad and support them in good. And here we are at the 2 years and a half. Phase for us trying to get back the 'sparks' and the chemistry as it was. I'm stuck on this phase.
I know this sounds lame and childish but i'm now begging for the old romantic time we used to share. Sweet words, public display affection, unexpected surprise or even sending unimportant messages. Time when no matter how busy we are, we still have time to be on the phone for hours. I want it back. Doesn't mean that i'm bored with my current relationship. I just want the sparks back. Been a long time since the last time i feel butterflies on my stomach.
Can you help me solve this readers? I wish i cold still write about me and him cause we're now run out of story
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