Conscience: you all made the last year of my highschool worth it

this is sad, readers. i hate goodbyes. really. i dont hate saying goodbyes to high school, i already hate school since 12th grade. for me, high school only consist of two years. the rest is hell.but i never realize that saying goodbye to my class would be this hard. they left a beautiful impression. as they said, we were young, wild, and free. that really represent my class. though we're science students, our class make so many troubles. we are so noisy everytime the teacher is in the class, we successfully made two teachers cried after dealing with us, some of us get trouble because mocking the teacher. our jokes are overrated, i spent my days laughing my ass off everytime i was in the class. sometimes we even broke school's facilities. we mock each other (i'm not an exception), until sometimes make them cry. we fight in the class, screaming at each other, kicking the chairs (that literally happened in my class). making silly videos. but that's all that make it worth to remember.

we had 3 days vacation right after finishing national examination. went to one of my friends villa at cibodas. the house is huge and have all the facilities like billiard, swimming pool, table tennis, and basketball/badminton field. i already knew from the beginning that it was going to be a hilarious 3 days. my contribution is to manage the bus for our trip, my dad has a connection so we got a cheaper price. we arrived at around 4 pm, and our plan to watch dvd on the first night is failed because the dvd player is broken. so we just watch tv, gossiping, playing guitar, etc.

the next morning, after breakfast, we walked to Taman Raya Cibodas to see the waterfall. the scenery is fascinating, and to reach the waterfall was a long trip with a steep land. we had a great time though. we found a meadow and i can't resist myself to not rolling on the grass LOL, much fun! we reached back to the villa with Angkot because we're too exhausted for walking. we continue with swimming and the water was extremely cold (maybe because it was raining outside) no matter how long i've been in the water i still can feel my feet was shaking. some of my friends who at first wasn't intend to swim, were being pushed and carried to the swimming pool! haha hilarious.

afterward, we bought some food with angkot (the villa was pretty far from everything), and then having some quality talk while the boys busy with their beers. late at night, we all gathered on the living room to watch the class video that is made by my friends. it was sad, because the video reminds us about how fun school days were, and we cant go back. we continued with making a circle confession, we talk one by one about what we hate what we love what we will always remember. tears were falling so much that night, not only from the girls, but also the boys. most of us talked about the mockery, because almost everyone has a 'named' to be mocked at. talked about how at first we didnt think we could survive at this class because some of us already have a 'naughty' label. how we face the angry teachers, together. how at first we weren't as close as we were now. and my chairmate, Ayu, made me cry even harder by thanking me for becoming her best chairmate. and unexpectedly, Ferry, he has been my classmate for two years and i knew he has a feeling for me all this time, but i just can't go on with him. that night, he confessed his feeling towards me in front of everyone, and apologize about his jealous action (it was clearly showed) towards me and my boyfriend. that was sweet, really. after a teary session, we continue with barbeque and fireworks. we were so noisy until the neighbor got angry and shouted to our house! haha. the last day we packed up and go home in the morning. before finally reach the school, we keep singing 'Ingatlah Hari Ini-Project Pop'