missed

yeah what a fucking bad day
cry, hope tears would refuse the pain

okey i'm getting tired pretend that i'm fine after he went to jogja. i'm so tired.
I MISS HIM. like crazy like so much crazy. i want him now. i miss his hug his kiss his joke his perfume his face his present. but i cant, i'm stuck.
well nadira you were the one that told him to go, you were the one that though he'll be happy there, doing what he want. OKAY I DID IT. i hate to remembered it, why should it feel so hard without him? oh yeah i know why, we spend too much time together before he went away, and now i'm addicted. what a silly me. is it worth? YES

i miss you dimas, you knew i always did. but all the memories before you left keep playing in my mind over and over again. and i want it back. can you just sit next to me for a while? so that i can erase this feeling. i miss you, that's all.

come home as soon as you could :')